be proud.

Yeap, I managed to catch the Pride Parade in Perth.

It was awesome!!!

No discrimination or any shit like that.

This is how the world should be.

Unlike some people who clearly do not think before they speak. Or in this case, blog. (People from friendster should know who I'm talking about)

In regards towards that individual, I shall write my reply after my exams. Have to study now...

Btw, to those who wished me happy birthday, thanks peeps.

.dreaming

A few recent updates...

Hmm... been a while since I updated. Anyways, nothing much to say, except for the fact that it's assignment time and everything is due all at once T_T So basically I'm super duper busy and I know I have been neglecting some friends (I'm SORRY!!!) and also my dear bloggie.

But I can't help it... have really been swamped with work. And I've also gotten a part time job. I'm working as a kitchen hand for this Japanese takeaway food place. It's just a few hours a day, but have to wake up really early in the morning. And I also have to drive to the train station and switch trains at the city to get to my work place.

But I get paid 10bux an hour. So, it covers all my costs and pays for 1 full tank of my car petrol. So, I'm happy. Hehehe... After all exams are done, I will be looking for a second job to earn more. Need to save up money to bring my grandma over for my graduation ^^

Anyways, I would like to share with you guys this funny thing that happened a few days ago...

*** I'm in the computer labs and my friend is with me. She's eating some sushi that she got from work (same place as me la... btw, I rolled the tuna & california rolls). Two friends came over, a guy & girl and she offered her friends the sushi ***

Girl: *takes sushi and eats* Nice... You want one? *gives the guy sushi*
Guy: *takes one* Thanks.
Girl: Here's some soy sauce. Put some wasabi as well.
Guy: Don't teach a Japanese how to eat sushi!
Girl: You're not all Japanese, you're only half!
Guy: At least I'm half! You're NONE!
Girl: *can see veins popping out*

Hahaha... stupid right? But the situation very funny la... and the look on the girl's face was priceless!!! The guy damn geng at teasing people man!

That's all for this post la... btw, don't you guys love me?

How come no one give me hugs???

Totally... lost.

i have no words.

The Great Post

Wanna see something cool?

wait...

wait...

Tada!!!

Hehehe... This is my GREAT post! Nice or not???

dragon.

cool?

p.s. got a great post coming up!

fried rice & a piece of KFC...

Thank you.

You know who you are =)

wings.

Only you can give me the wings i need.

Tonight I Wanna Cry

Tonight I Wanna Cry

Keith Urban

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

[Chorus:]
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

[Repeat chorus twice]

The Temple

I went to a Chinese temple today. The feeling is different from when I last stepped into one (which is a very super long time ago since I'm not religious). I even participated in part of the praying ceremony. Honestly, I didn't know what I was doing but that wasn't the main thing on my mind... It was how serene I felt when I was in there. I wasn't at awe of the statues and all (though it was pretty impressive). I was just feeling... calm.

I have never been a religious person. But today, I saw why people needed religion. It is a guide for all of us who are in the dark. No, I did not have an enlightening moment and decided to convert or something. I just went "Oh..." *imagines light bulb turning on*.

Mainly, I was there because I've always known she is a religious person, therefore I just wanted to see this side of her. I wanna know her even more. Every single thing I learn about her makes me like her even more. When I saw how devoted she was, I guess I was touched. I don't know how to explain my feelings... I just went "Wow...". Speechless is the word.

Anyways, I said a prayer myself. I wished for good health for my family (especially my Grandma) and friends. And I wished for her happiness. I found myself asking the Goddess of Mercy to look after her because I know she believes in the Goddess. I also found myself wishing I never have to leave her side because somehow, she has become a very important part of me. How this happened, I don't know.

But in my prayer, I too said that if she can only obtain happiness by me leaving, I will leave willingly. I want so badly to fight and stay but I know that what really keeps me going is knowing she can smile everyday.

I don't pray much cause I don't believe in prayers. But looking back, whenever I prayed, I have never prayed for myself. It has always been asking for someone else. Maybe it's because I know that God has created me with enough strength to survive on my own... and I'm doing well so far I guess...

When we left the temple, I felt great because I could see her smile. And then, she broke my heart while we were sharing a medium McD fries.

With every cigarrette I smoke, I burn away a part of me. I feel it in my body, remembering the sensations and then watch it disappear with the wind.




I am waiting for the day I can burn away the part of me that makes me love.





Tonight, I wanna cry.