Top 3 Rejections

The top 3 rejections that hurt the most for a butch:

3. "I just want to be friends"
Not too bad, she still wants to be friends... may not be as close as we were but time heals all wounds right?

2. "You deserve someone better."
Fucking hate this... If it's you we fell for, there's no one better.

1. "Sorry. If only you were a guy."
Need I say more?

I LOVE JILL

Gotta blog about this immediately...



Listen to it and if you dare tell me you don't like it I will hunt you down and kill you!



Yes Jill, I am your biggest fan.

A typical day at work

Well, every morning I walk into the office, go straight to my desk and set up my laptop, turn on the computer and all.

The office is usually very noisy because of the phone calls and people shouting at warehouse staff XD but it's extra noisy in the morning because every Tom, Dick and Harry wants their parts to be picked and delivered within the hour which is rather ridiculous...

And once in a while (well, almost everyday) there will be some very funny thing that happens. Today, it was this:

Salesman: I can do simple math! 1 plus 1 equals-

Boss: FUCK YOU!

Damn random can?!??!?!?!?!?!?!

Yeap, it's a typical day at work.

The funny aLi

aL says (9:49 AM):
u memang hilarious lah
kenot tahan

- R.K - says (9:49 AM):
like dat also hillarious?
then when u meet me u laugh until wanna jump off pg bridge la

aL says (9:51 AM):
can oso
im sure u kenot do that

- R.K - says (9:51 AM):
hahahahahahahahhaha
v shall seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

aL says (9:51 AM):
cos before u can do that
u already jump 1st cos ced is there

Yes, I am speechless... again.

Can't wait to meet you guys la!!!!!!!!!!

Tick Tock...

3 more hours before I get to knock off... Time passes really slow these days...

The level of sien-ness is currently at 200%. I need a new job...

Need to earn more... learn more...

Also I'd like to see you more.

Hmm... yea, I guess I'm totally smitten and I know it.

And wanna know something else?






I don't fucking care.

Yep. I am happy (:

A taste of my own medicine

Never thought that I could feel this way again. Could be the caffeine or sugar but it could also be something more.

People who noticed, don't say a word. I know.

People who didn't, don't ask. I don't want to know.

I am asking myself, what the hell am I doing here? This is certainly where I don't want to be. That I used to tell myself that I'd rather die than to live like this.

But life screws you up sometimes (well, most of the time) and you end up where you don't wanna be the most without you even realizing it.

I need to be more ambitious. I shall reach the stars and prove them wrong.

Short messages:
Veron, stop laughing. Your ass will fall off if you do.
@pril, damn you! I will bury you with my own hands when you come again!
You, did you know that "掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。"

Of aches and a tired mind

I really feel like amputating my arm and also part of my shoulder just to take away the pain... Trying to cut down on Panadeine. Being too doped up is not a good thing -____-

Here's a random picture to entertain you guys:

Feel free to interpret the picture anyway you like XD

A picture speaks a thousand words, so I shall post the following picture with 3 simple words...

Sometimes, some things just do not happen the way you want it to...

That Muscle Shaker

Cashmere hit says (12:50 PM):
oh umm
that china chick who can shake her muscles?
HAHA WHATS HER NAME YA ALLAH MUSCLE SHAKER
HAHAHAHA
okay i damn syok sendiri la

Yes... I'm so speechless...

Almost died trying not to laugh in the office -______-"

Random Thought of the Day

Why is it okay to tease someone about being skinny?

But when you call someone FAT, it's insensitive and hurtful...




Why??? Don't tell me it's different because skinny people have feelings too right? Being skinny comes with other problems as well, just because we can eat and not get fat doesn't mean it is something to be enviable about. Fat people have the choice of not eating too...

Quote of the Day

The quote that made me laugh my head off and really made my day:

"What kind of people are you? Hate feline but love pussy..."

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Obviously that sentence wasn't meant for me... was just told about it from someone whom I shall not name cause she will so obviously kill me XD

But I'm sure SOME of you guys can guess it ^^