Tag Game

Got tagged by Mich Quah... When she's not eating, she's tagging -____-

1. What’s your ambition?
Hmm... To own my own events company and a cafe/pub for PLU. Am I dreaming too much? XD

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Very tough choice. I try to make a balance.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Too often? =P

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Can one ever have ENOUGH confidence?

5. How many babies you want?
2. A boy and a girl. Yea, I can be rather conservative at times...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
I do.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Find a better job and improve my guitar skills. Currently still at square one though =.=

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes. But that doesn't mean you'll be with the person forever.

9. Do you enjoy traveling? *yes i know this quest is nothing got to do with Love*
Travelling for holidays is good. Travelling when you HAVE to... sucks the life out of me.

10.What feeling do you love most?
To crawl into bed with my girl after a fucked up day knowing the day was worth it because of her.

11. What is your bad habit?
Erm... I'm very messy and lazy? XD

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
"Oh wow, I'm significant enough for you to hate?"

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Every single one. Except for those who take me forgranted.

14. If you were given one wish, what would you wish for?
That I was never born.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
Japanese food.

16. Who do you think is hotter, Chace Crawford or Kevin Peaker?
Who????

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
She likes to MAKAN alot alot ALOT!!!!!

18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Choosing to be with people who make me happy :)

9. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
Hopefully I'll be successful in my career and have a wonderful family whom I'll spoil rotten? XD

20. What is ur lucky number?
Lucky number? No idea... Favourite number is 7 though :)

Instructions

Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.

Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.

Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

Don't think I wanna tag anyone. But if anyone's free then you can do it :)

Word of the Day

The word of the day is:

TUNANA
- it is a mixture of tuna & banana

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Word courtesy of Veronica Wong.

ROFL!

Would you like a tunana milkshake? XD

Jonathan Ng

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (4:45 PM):
when chloe get better i tell her always wear high heels when go out with u
taller than u
BLEK!

Jnls.Net says (4:45 PM):
hahahaa....
dont la..
later she wear 3" heels, pokai ady i hav to teman her go hospital..
mafan only...

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (4:46 PM):
. . .
u so bad
i tell her u curse her

Jnls.Net says (4:46 PM):
think will juz hail a cab for her...
bwahahaha..

Jnls.Net says (4:47 PM):
u mar blog lorr...
eh, true wut.....
nanti she pokai ady, insist on goin bac to klang.... i mah die!

Jnls.Net says (4:48 PM):
touch wood, her spine knock back to 70 degrees..........
then end up same height as before... wakakakakaka...

MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

You're so dead now Jonathan!

Wait la... Chloe come out of hospital that time she'll run you over with her Myvi and it'll be YOUR spine at 70 degrees XD

Friday Frenzy

Classic symptom of staring at the computer way too long seeing car parts:

Samantha says (3:47 PM):
K
SHE'S FUCKING FROM CHINA OK

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (3:47 PM):
wah liao, fuck all the way from china?
her cibai sure longgar

Samantha says (3:48 PM):
HAHAHA
U'RE SO DAMN LAME

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (3:49 PM):
the correct term of usage is she's from fucking china

Yes.

I am AWESOME!

take a deep breath

It seems like people are looking at me, counting on me to support them, to be their pillar of strength...







I do not have the heart to tell them that I am falling apart myself.

I was so busy trying not to drown...
that I did not notice the rock tied to my legs.

of meanings and the world.

A friend once told me that "Although something may mean the world to you, it could be nothing for them".

I really do believe that.

There are a few things that happened to me which I wouldn't trade for the world. Even if it was a mistake, I would do it all over again if given the chance.

This post is for Chloe & Nic.

For the following:

Look at Nic's face! That's why you're the photographer and not the model!
Kakakakaka...

Thank you.

Really.

You may think it was nothing. You may think you were just planning a small surprise for me. That it was normal.

To me, it meant so much more.

It put a smile on my face while I was flying back to Perth (trust me, the flights were horrible...) and yet I felt contented.

It made me happy =)

such clever friends

Veronica Wong Ai Ming!

You're so fucking clever can?!?!?!?!??!

Super salute to you already -_______-

You soooooooooooooooooooooo owe me coffee.

Kthxbai.

congratulations.

You're probably the first and only person to be able to make me feel this way.

I've never been so annoyed, angry and frustrated at the same time.

Really, congrats.

p.s. if you don't know who I'm talking about, don't assume.

心配させる

私はあなたのことを心配する必要はありません。。。

でも。。。

私は本当に心配。

ね、おねがい。

私の心が痛い。

君今どこにいるの？

君の声が、まだ私の頭の中では。

会いたい。。。　本当に。

心配。

まだ、　心配。

of maybes, uncertainty and certain impending doom

Just when I thought I could've finally settle down and take my time to sort everything out, the flood gates open again.

Will I be strong enough to fight through this?

I am just managing to keep my head afloat.

But would it be just a matter of time before I drown?



p.s. did I mention I can't swim? :S

私はあなたに値しないよ。

What shape is this?

Okay, my housemate, Sam, baked some cupcakes/muffins yesterday.

Then she messaged me on MSN saying that there were SQUARE cupcakes/muffins.

o.O?

So I went down to have a look.

This is what I saw:

I really don't think it's a SQUARE!

So, I want to ask you all, is this a SQUARE? Or a CIRCLE? Or just a BLOB? XD

The thing about FORD

Just heard the most hilarious thing at work.

I've never liked Ford cars. I think they're huge and drink fuel as if it was an unlimited cheap source of energy.

Then today, I heard one of the warehouse staff say this:

"Ford? It stands for Fix Or Repair Daily."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

closure.

I've just been told by her.

I am happy for you.

I guess that was what I was waiting for.

Before I can finally let go and start moving on, not to mention start sorting out my life and my feelings properly.

No more loose strings.

This is the closure I've been waiting for.

I wish you all the best.

For the last time, khorb khun na tee rak. For the past, for the present and for everything that there is to come.

memper-siasui-kan

The response to aLi's post:

rukawa [danielctw.com] わたし は ダニエル です!! says (2:03 PM):
thx to both of u, i learnt a new word

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (2:04 PM):
. . .
SO MENG-PAISEH-FYING!

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (2:05 PM):
*faint
mati la i
saham jatuh

rukawa [danielctw.com] わたし は ダニエル です!! says (2:05 PM):
lol...
apa saham jatuh

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (2:06 PM):
saham i

rukawa [danielctw.com] わたし は ダニエル です!! says (2:08 PM):
lu ada saham ke.. i tot lu saham dah jatuh

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (2:08 PM):
yea, juz went bankrupt when ali pressed publish

rukawa [danielctw.com] わたし は ダニエル です!! says (2:09 PM):
i think ali does that to most of the ppl

- R.K - 你每天的笑容是我最想要的 says (2:10 PM):
yea, dat's y now economy crisis
XD

Haihz... in order to naikkan my saham again, I shall upload the following picture:


Lol, saham I dah naik balik tak? XD

p.s. photo edited using www.picnik.com =)

of designs and revamps.

Tell me how did I end up here?

Bachelor of Science (Psychology)
+
Masters of Marketing
=
A flyer + postcards designer for an auto parts company & menu designer for Japanese fusion restaurants

Does that equation even make any sense?!?!?!?!?!??!

OMFG... I need a new job. A new job that pays better, more learning opportunities and one that provides me with the feeling that I am actually making a difference.



Garh, Monday mornings suck.

Don't you all agree?

It's a funny thing

While it does not mean anything to most people, it meant the world to me.

As it started playing, I could only smile and think of you.

2 minutes.

It was nothing less than perfect for me.

If I could print out the pictures in my mind, you would see how much you mean to me.



To whoever is up there, thank you.

I couldn't have asked for more.

Twin, you should know what I mean ;)

The things people tell me

"Let go."

"Seriously, move on."

Here's the answer: I don't want to.

There's just something about a girl who makes you fall so bad, so fast and even though you don't get to see her as much as you want, you are still where you are.

There's just something about a girl who makes you want to work your ass off just so that you can pamper her or provide her a better future and give her a sense of security.

There's just something about a girl who can make your night worthwhile just by getting a 10 second glimpse of her... even if it's just her back.

There's just something.

Trust me.

of early morning spam and IT people in Melbourne

Muthafarkerkaninachaocibaipukimak!

Just came into office and checked my email. I found that I have 1 email blocked by the filter from this web company that I was liaising with.

Here's the thing, I've always been pissed off with this particular woman because she works at a web company providing web services but don't check email. Replies super fucking slow.

Her "I'll update you tomorrow" means "I'm gonna make you wait for 3 weeks".

Yesterday I emailed her again because my boss wants to know what the fuck are they doing because there's no updates at all. But I got an automated message saying she's no longer working with the company.

OMFG!

So I thought I would just have to wait for someone else in the company to contact me because that's what the email told me.

That is until I got the spam report this morning saying 1 email was blocked from someone in the web company.

So it says that the email has been delayed and sender will be validated automatically. The email will be delivered shortly after. But it shows the email was sent at 1.19pm yesterday. Today it's still not here.

So I contacted the IT person in Melbourne and asked if I could get the email retrieved.

His reply was "Did you read this?" and a copy & paste of the spam report regarding the fact that the email would be eventually sent over.

EXCUSE ME?!?!?!?! YOU THINK I CANNOT READ ARH?!?!?!?!

LOOK AT THE BLARDY TIME LA!!!

Lucky boss not here today... if here I sure kena D-I-U. Geram-nye...

When I saw his reply I so wanted to reply this:

"Kthxbai"
*insert middle finger here*

of the things I tell myself and try to do.

Okay, I'm back in Perth.

Back to reality.

Fuck this. 17 days of trying to forget.

And you still manage to hit me like a train.

I've got more important things to worry about. Things I need to focus on.




But how do you control your mind when your heart is so obviously somewhere else?

Excuse me while I go dunk my head in some cold water.