i never

I've never truly felt the need to kill until the night before.

If I'm given a second chance, I would not be so calm.

I've heard a saying that goes "Buddha only forgives 3 times."

Since I'm only human, I'll pretend to forgive once. If that bastard shows his dog face in front of me again, I swear I will not only make him regret the fact he was born; I'm going to make him wish he will never be reborn to meet me again.

It's only when you lose everything that you can do anything. She is my everything. Don't try me.

easter.

A rather short long weekend holiday if you ask me. But it was a breath of relief.

Still contemplating on whether or not I should make a trip back home. I need some rest.

Not even sure if what I'm going through is really that stressful until I am close to breaking down, but hell, it sure feels like the whole world is on my shoulders and my head is about to explode from the pressure.

Maybe a short break will make me feel better. Just some time out, give myself a little breather.

I would love some quiet time to just think, maybe start writing again or even pick up the pencil and my old canvas back home instead of photoshop. Haha...

Too many maybes, too many ifs... It's do or don't. Sometimes, something so simple can make you crazy.