of words and headaches.

I guess I'm writing lesser and lesser in my blog. Which is kinda ironic since my blog's title is Are You Reading This -____-

But hey, there is only so much I can say and truthfully, not much words can express how I am feeling these days.

Too many things to think, too many things to do... yet so so so so so little time.

Overwhelmed when in silence, under performing when in need.

Too many distractions and too many temptations...

Just when I thought things would finally settle down and I learn to let go bit by bit... I get hit by a train... yet again.

Somehow, someway, maybe... just maybe I would find peace in all of this.

Time for bed. I'm becoming a panda @@

I'll close my eyes wishing you would not haunt me again tonight.
Gawd, you have no idea.

Mr. Nice Guy

I'm Mr. Nice Guy.

Always have been, always will be.



我不要想了

Communication Breakdown

Email from printer at 4.30pm:

"Will my email be read by XXX while they're away?

If not, we will dispatch your ordered quantity and discuss the extras next week."

. . .

*looks at the stack of boxes full of postcards ordered from printer in the corner which were delivered at 2.00pm*



DO YOU SEE THE PROBLEM HERE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Nuffnang in Aus

Nuffnang's in Aus!!!

I'm jumpy and excited because I want to work for them =)

Melbourne, here I come!!! XD


Yep, say bye bye to the stupid dusty office I'm at and hellooooooooooooooooooo Nuffie Corner ^^


So please hire me????????

falling. again?

I stare at my screen.

I've got things to do. I know.

I do get things done.

But somehow, I feel weird.

Detached in a way that I can't explain.

Sigh... life goes on.

Good luck on your exam tomorrow.
That's all I can think of.

Damn, I've fallen.

Friday Morning

Tis a Friday morning,
Everyone's a little crazy,
Boss is a yelling,
Making us all uneasy.

I'm a sitting here rhyming,
When I really should be designing,
Why isn't there something interesting?
It's a god-damned Friday morning!


Yesh, I'm bored...

of spoilt brats and panadol.

Some people just make me feel like slapping them. Seriously, grow up.

I thought she'd be better after being with her. But nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

Garh, waste of time even bothering to think she can change.

Why do I even give a damn???

my one true love.

Yes, the wait is finally over.

My love!

THEY ARE BACK!

Can't wait for my package to arrive! あしたの空　by SPEED, CD + DVD (Japan ver) & HERO by hiro (Japan ver).

*bounces in joy*

areureadingthis.com

Yes, I have purchased the domain areureadingthis.com.

Still trying to get it to work, don't change your links just yet ;)

Grr... I will master all this website maintenance/design crap. I WILL!!!

But CSS is killing me... to those who said it was more simple than HTML, shut up, I swear I'll stuff my copy of Sam's Teach Yourself CSS in 24 Hours 2nd Edition up your arse, chapter by chapter!

ROAR!

peanuts.

I loved what my colleague said:

"If you pay peanuts, you're gonna get a monkey job."

So true, no?

of a kid and letting go.

Taken at Bukit Jalil by Jonathan Ng. Mike's car, not mine XD

I'll close my eyes and imagine a different time when there was never a me or you. I still can't believe it... I really can't.

Bukit Jalil Photoshoot

My blog has been rather dull and emo with all the words that I bet most of you don't read, so I shall put in some pictures okay?

These photos were taken back in Malaysia at Bukit Jalil. 3 photographers, 4 cameras and 3 models. Was an interesting experience.

The following pictures were taken by Jonathan Ng. Thank you & sorry for making you wait so long on that day =P

This is Jennifer, my future wifey XD

See, it's like our wedding pictures! Hahaha...

I like this picture the most =)

Eh, please don't think wrongly. I'm not attached to her, I'm single just not available XD

But we do have a pact. If we're both single when we're 30 then she'll marry me. Hahaha... 7 more years and counting ;)

Though she says she's gonna purposely get married the day before her birthday... Speechless.

There, a more colourful post.

More pictures will be uploaded after I get the pictures from the other 2 photographers.

Chloe, I'll upload your picture also wan la... sabar okay?

push.

I've realized that although some people may seem to be pillars of stone, they are actually crumbling down inside. For what reasons? It could be so many things...

People often mistake how some masks are real faces when the real thing is just really too much to bear. Some people hide, some people avoid...

But in the end, what does it matter how people think? One can never deceive their own mind, their own feelings...

After all said and done, one would still be at square one.

The subconscious mind is such a powerful thing, it can make us believe things that we tell ourselves.

But the thing about subconsciousness is, its always there.

So technically, the deception itself is nothing but a lie.

I want to just close my eyes and just be. Not anything, not anyone.

Please tell these voices in my head to shut up.

They've been keeping me up way too long.

Can I finally fall?

Belated Post

Okay, I wanna thank everyone for the wishes, thank you for remembering even though I told you people not to *insert Veron's tulan face emoticon here*

But yea, thanks guys :)

What can I say? I was a ninja (again) this year.

But there was one thing different this year, it was the best birthday I've ever had in 5 years. Maybe the curse has been broken? Hahaha...

But yea, only 3 people saw me that day and I enjoyed their company very much. Special thanks to 2 of them and EXTRA special thanks to 1. You people know who you are =D

And last but not least, a super duper big huge ass thanks to Samantha Ho and Mr. Yip Ming Too for this:

I was really so goddamned speechless when I saw this. You guys really didn't have to. Seriously, no more okay? Cannot finish can? Every year add 1 some more... Die...

But anyways, thanks la... Cannot stop saying thanks...

So I shall stop here okay?

p.s. ね，あなた知ってる？