push.

I've realized that although some people may seem to be pillars of stone, they are actually crumbling down inside. For what reasons? It could be so many things...

People often mistake how some masks are real faces when the real thing is just really too much to bear. Some people hide, some people avoid...

But in the end, what does it matter how people think? One can never deceive their own mind, their own feelings...

After all said and done, one would still be at square one.

The subconscious mind is such a powerful thing, it can make us believe things that we tell ourselves.

But the thing about subconsciousness is, its always there.

So technically, the deception itself is nothing but a lie.

I want to just close my eyes and just be. Not anything, not anyone.

Please tell these voices in my head to shut up.

They've been keeping me up way too long.

Can I finally fall?