of burning bridges

I quit my restaurant job recently. I just think it's not worth it anymore. I mean... I'm 24 for god's sake... How long do I have to wait on tables for. It's just time for me to do something with my life. I've been careless. I've allowed myself to fall into a comfort zone. And by letting this happen, I let people take advantage of me.

Though I am still rather clueless as to what I should do now, I feel better in a way. Weird, I know. But hell, I am the definition of weird. I would love to plan my life, but I love doing things spontaneously more. Sure, this is life. Life is hard. Life's a bitch.

I say life's too short.

Yes, of course I have to be financially stable and all. But I am a Psychology & Marketing major. It's like unconsciously I wanted to be mentally troubled and be forever stressed. If I wanted a more "normal" life which included a 9 to 5 job in a cubicle for the rest of my life (though never having to worry about money), I would've studied accounting. Both my parents are bankers... go figure.

I am the black sheep of not only my family. Compare me with the rest of my cousins, uncles, aunts... I am the only one who stands out. I think I would actually disappoint them if I got a 9 to 5 job, got married and have kids. Instead of "Wow, you're doing bla bla bla in Australia?!" I'd get "Oh, that's... good. (awkward silence) How's the weather there?". Hehehe...

I used to hate being different. Now I'm loving every single bit of it.

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Does she know?

bits and pieces

I've been thinking recently, what am I doing with my life? I've been working for almost 2 years now with the same old boring so-called-marketing job and of course with the usual waitressing shit. I hate to admit it but I'm getting tired. What to do... getting old la can?

What do I have to show for this 2 years after graduation? In fact, what do I really have after 23 years of being alive?

I seriously can't think of anything.

But hey, things should get better right? I'm too young for a mid life crisis, if this is one, doesn't that mean that my life expectancy is only at 56 years? Gosh, I AM thinking too much...

But as clueless as I am right now, I am rather happy. I've got a "stable" job, I have the qualifications, I enjoy my bubble tea & coffee with friends, the occasional routine clubbing and hell, I've got a gorgeous girl to call mine.

I guess I just need a little more time to figure out what I can really do with myself. Too many issues at once nowadays... mainly financial issues. So many plans, so little money...

Well, life's unfair, I've already accepted that LOL.

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