Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Ryu = Dragon

Okay, before I get more peeps thinking what the hell did I do to my wrist, I would just like to say thanks to those who really do care =)

And well, I don't know if what I did was another act of abuse on myself or rather a show of strength. I am Ryu. It means dragon (for those who don't know). And I want to be a dragon (metaphorically of course -___-").

These few days, or week? have been rather hard on me. Stress with studies, work and of course the unavoidable personal issues of emotions & basically a roller coaster ride of ups and downs and huge plunges and jerks of left and rights... you get what I mean...

Anyways, I have done what I have wanted to do for a very very long time.




It's real this time.

Thursday, April 19, 2007


I abuse everything.





My sanity.

I literally abuse everything that I can get my hands (or mind) on.

What have I done?

Monday, April 16, 2007

My Law Marketing class...

The lecturer for my Law Marketing class is a very intimidating person. She teaches the class as if she is running for presidency... And she loves making sarcastic remarks.

For example, she was teaching about product packaging and how manufacturers and companies have to place the ingredients of a product on the packaging. She asked for a pack of cigarettes from the students and explained the things on it.

It had all these terrible gruesome pictures as well stating the dangers of smoking. After explaining, she asked the guy why he still smoked. The guy answered it's hard to quit. And she said "Well, see you at your funeral mate".

Lolx... today's lecture was about faulty goods and services. She explained that there was a difference between injury caused by faulty and defective goods and injury caused by plain retards.

For example, if you open a can of Coke and it explodes in your face, causing you to be a vegetable for life, yes, it is faulty goods.

If you turn on a photocopier, pour water on it and proceeded to sit on it, which electrocutes your bum, you're a retard.

Then there were the dumb warnings on packaging. For example, the warning "THIS CONTAINS NUTS"... on a packet of nuts.

My lecturer went "It had darn well contain nuts cause that's what I'm paying for!"

Hehehe... And apparently there's this warning on Cadbury chocs as well. For example milk chocolate with cashew nuts has the warning "WARNING: CONTAINS NUTS".

Well, DUH.

Anyways, there's even a website for all these dumb warnings here.

Go have a look. It's really amusing =)

P.S. My fav is the warning on an iron: "NEVER IRON CLOTHES ON BODY"



Thursday, April 12, 2007

Therapeutic Psychosis

As I watched it burn...

I felt my heart slowly turn into ashes.

Ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust,
What remains?
Just broken trust.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Oh the emo-ness!

I believe that one should never need to tell the person one loves what one has done for them. Those acts are made from one's heart and need not be thrown into the faces of others.

I do not tell about what I have done for my loved ones. I don't think I have to, need to, or even want to. Each and every single one of them is special and has a unique reason for each of my loved ones.

They need not know what I have done for them, as long as I, alone, know that I have indeed done something. And that is enough. I do those things not for self satisfaction, recognition nor things in return. I do them because I want to.

That's it.

But just because you don't see them, doesn't mean I didn't do anything.

I won't tell you what I did, but I will tell you what I didn't do:

I didn't do my best.


I did TRY my best.

Does that account for something?

Not for her apparently.................

Monday, April 09, 2007


What can I say?

I'm narcissistic and bored.

Bad combination. Bad bad combination...


Anyone care to help? XD

Oh, a lil update:

I am now officially on a new diet. It's my ICE CREAM diet.

Yes, ice cream.

I will be eating ice cream (a cup) after every lunch and dinner for a whole month.

Hopefully I'll gain some weight... if I don't... I don't know how I'll ever gain weight.

It's those darn genes.................................&@*^#((@&&$!!!!

Current weight:: 43kg

I scream, You scream,
We all scream for ice cream~~~~~

Sunday, April 08, 2007

111th post

This is my 111th post.


Anyways, got nothing to say, just a picture that would tell you more about me =)

Can anyone identify everything? ;)

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Happy Birthday hiro

Today is the birthday of my idol, hiro. It's her 23rd birthday and it has been a total of 8 years since I last fell in love with her =P

Isn't she just gorgeous? It's not a recent pic though... kinda hard to get any recent pics of her after the Japan fever in KL died. I have to rely on websites like yesAsia.com for news. Oh, and also hiro's official website.

I can still remember the first time I saw her on TV. It was SPEED's Alive video. It's still my favourite SPEED song EVER. Have a listen for yourself =)

Anyways, after SPEED broke up, hiro went solo and truthfully, it wasn't THAT great. But her 3rd solo single was AMAZING. It's Treasure and she had a total image change and her voice was so much more refined. I was head over heels again XD

I have never stopped buying and collecting hiro's CDs and DVDs since. I am just so so so so so so in love with her. I have like the WHOLE collection of SPEED items and hiro's memorabilia. I was actually really lucky as I got about 80% of my collection from my net pal, Adri (whom I've now lost contact with. I really miss her, so if she's reading this, PLEASE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE!!!).

She was over the SPEED phase but I was still crazy over them. She has ALL of the albums and singles which were from Japan, ALL of the photobooks and every single little thing that had to do with SPEED. She even gave me the limited edition SPEED watch which was made for their final concert. I went balistic when I saw it XD

Unfortunately I can't take a picture of the stuff cause they're all back in my room in KL. From the original collection, I've added hiro's solo stuff to it. I am very very proud of my collection... to date, I think I've spent almost 5k on all those stuff. And I'm still adding to it today =D

Here's my current favourite single from hiro. It's called 'Hero'. Which is kinda like dejavu cause I was wondering if hiro would actually do a play on words with her name =)

I am considering getting my car number plate changed to "HIRO". But I think that would border on obsession. Lolx...

Enjoy the videos. She's just so sexy XD

Friday, April 06, 2007

It has ended.

If life has a 'Delete' button, I would click it.

On April 5th 2007, I have gotten my answer.

The pain has just begun... but it's the start of my recovery and to move on.

I will survive... but I will not be living. I'll just be existing.

This emo-ness should continue on for a few good months.

But rest assured... as Jingz the kamisama once said, "We're cockroaches".

No matter how hard you try to get rid of us, we will survive.

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