smile?

so this is what it feels like to have my heart ripped out
but the hand which ripped it out is trying to make it still beat
like out of my body but still alive
bleeding but still beating.

J, you owe me nothing. don't be sorry.

i am.

7 months.

Still here. Don't ever want to leave.

If I can love you this much so far away, imagine what I could be if you felt the same way =)

i must be crazy to fall for you,
to fall after only seeing you twice,
you stole my heart that day,
and every single time you look my way.

I swear that if I can see you everyday, I will fall in love 365 times in a year... every single time, with you.

My muse.

i can't sleep, i think of how you are,
if you're happy, if you're wishing on a star,
i would make a wish, a wish for you,
that she would love you, more than i do.

Delays in Project365. I'm just way too tired to snap anything now. What I wouldn't give for a beer... LOL.

Nights people... and sweet dreams to you.




Oh! And Happy Birthday to aL aka aLi aka aliham!!! Happy getting CREAMED!!! Will upload an edited version of your birthday pic later ;)

Project365: No.12

Things have been up & down lately. Then again, life is a roller coaster. Still I try to enjoy as much of it as I can.

Knowing I'm loved =)

Before I forget, Happy Birthday @pril!
May you get your abs soon. And yes, I swear I'll get nice biceps XD

kau selalu di hati , tidak ku dekati ,
dua dunia kita berbeza.

Project365: No.11

Was up at King's Park today. Had a great relaxing time just lying down and watch the clouds roll past. Oh, I also spent most of my time laughing my head off because I had won a bet and also cause of the company I was with. I shall TRY not to embarrass her... HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Anyways, I'm loving my Alpha more and more though I REALLY have to practice my focusing. My pictures are coming out all blurry!!!!

Managed to take No.11 for today but it's not perfect. However, it IS very cute ^^

Good doggy.

Okay, back to practicing... I will get better =)

7 months in 4 days.
俺まだここにいる。

of pain and longing.

My ulcer is officially killing me. No amount of salt, salt water gargling nor Listerine nor gallons of water I drink is helping... kill me now...

Sorry for the delay in Project365. Was totally exhausted during the weekend. Will post up a picture of me soon... I look terrible. On second thoughts, no, I'm not going to post a picture of me...

No.8 What I feel now.


No. 9 Me giving the finger.


No. 10 Nonverbal Virtue?

Goodnight people! More panadol to dull the pain for me...

p.s. 他不懂愛惜你　我樂意操勞

TGIF? not.... Project365: No.7

It's Friday! But not the end of the work week for me. Oh well, the things I do to earn some extra cash. p.s. I do freelance marketing/design as well... XD

Anyways, after a full day I deserve to unwind so I went karaoke with friends. Thus picture no.7!

Sing baby! SING!

Okay, gonna go KO now.

我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好
这样的温柔你要不要

Project365: No.6

Okay are you guys getting sick of Project365 already? Hahaha...

I will blog about other things too, just give me some time =)

My passion.

Just finished working a full day. Tiring but it makes me feel useful at least...

But still not that tired till I can't spend some time with my baby guitar. She IS the first thing I bought with my first paycheck ;)

Project365: No.5

I'm so so so so so tired today that I almost forgot to take a picture. But I remembered and Boo suggested the picture I took today:

My Boo

Gotta get some sleep now. Full day tomorrow and Friday as well.

I need red bull! Or V would do. I'll even settle for the new Mother... hahaha...

Project365: No.4

Today's picture was not taken by my A200 but it's from my handphone. But hey, it's about documenting everyday events right?

The Fray & Secondhand Serenade

It was awesome =)

Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow
capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
- Stranger by Secondhand Serenade

Project365: No.3

Time for number 3... came back one day and found Chivas like this:

(Feline warning for aLi...)

Rawr!

Project365: No.2

Been a lazy Sunday. So I just took a shot of whatever that was in my room.

Not too happy with the composition of the picture but as always, it carries a message. I doubt anyone would see it besides the ones close to me... maybe not even them.

A hidden message or rather symbolism.

Project365: No.1

Okay, I've been wanting to try this ever since I heard of it. And since I've got a DSLR now and I really want to improve my skills, I'm starting Project365.

Basically you take a picture a day and by the end of the year you look back and see how much you've changed/improved.

Here's the first picture for the project:

A picture speaks a thousand words, but this only says three.

always Mr. Nice Guy

Can someone please teach me not to be so nice?

People tell me that I'm so nice that I get hurt all the time.

Wanna know what I think?

I don't care.

If getting hurt is what it takes to be close to you, please don't be afraid to hurt me.

I'm used to getting hurt. That's why I'm too nice. But I really don't think I'm too nice.

I just... that's just the way I am. I can't change this part of me.

So just accept me this way? Please?



Anyways... on a lighter note, I've been addicted to B&W photography since I've gotten my baby Alpha ^^ (was gonna name him? her? it? Alfie but the 13 year old dad news came up)

Here's a sample:

My baby Chivas =)

I know it's not perfect but I'm slowly improving!

I NEED MODELS! Volunteers please step up ^^

But I've got no money to pay you la... but profile pictures for you good enough? Hehehe...

sorry.

i love you.

My True Self

From this.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

How true is this?

You tell me ;)

need for speed.

What can I say about a group of young Aussies in a Nissan Silvia challenging me to a race?

They can't fucking drive.

If a Toyota Paseo which is only a 1.5l engine can win a sports car, it's either the ones driving the Silvia is damn fucking lousy, or the one driving the Paseo has mad skills.

What do you think?



p.s. I drive a Paseo ;)