torn ' a p a r t '

I'm so torn right now... so confused.
I don't know what to do...

I know it is her life...
It's her body...

It's her choice to make.

So why does it bother me so much? Why do I feel so much pain? Why do I want to make her change her mind so badly?

I guess it's cause I promised her forever.

And I meant it.

I really meant it.